push.

They take pictures of mountain-climbers at the top of the mountain, they're smiling, ecstatic, triumphed.

they don't take pictures along the way, cos who wants to remember the rest of it?

we push ourselves because we have to, not because we like it.

the relentless lies, the pain and anguish of taking it to the next level,
nobody takes pictures of that,
nobody wants to risk like that,
they just wanna remember the view from the top,
the breath-taking moment at the edge of the world,

that's what keeps us climbing.

and it's worth the pain, thats the crazy part.
it's worth anything.

- Grey's Anatomy; Push. (S6)

Guess who's back?

ME OF COURSE! :') and i'm here to rant and ramble about my failed moments of the day because I miss this "THING" I call MY BLOG.

WELL, I know, that you guys have missed me ;) SO MUCH. It's okay, people, I maybe kinda (no) missed (no) you.

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L>I>F>E:

SO how's life for me now? : AVERAGE and full of crappy, failed moments :]

I think everyday (if I can) I'll post like this FAILED MOMENT OF THE DAY;

today was : I was about to go on the wrong escalator (which was obviously going down when I needed to go up) and there was even A GUY coming down the escalator I ATTEMPTED to go on, but obviously I didn't see HIM SOOOOO :

FAIL.

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SCHOOL:

Oh and I have done 0% of my homework for the hols cos you know, I JUST KINDA FOUND OUT/ REMEMBERED.

fml. (no it does not stand for what you think it does but it means FORK MY LIFE ;')

AND AND I JUST REALISED MY FINAL AYP ASSESSMENT IS THIS FUREAKING WEEKEND. LIKE THIS SUNDAY. AND MONDAY.

and i havent finished the route card. OH WOW.

I am so dead.

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RANDOM:

I LOVE SUE SVEKDJE WHATS HER NAME FROM GLEE> SHE"S HILARIOUS.

SHE ROCKS MY SOCKS.

ANYWAYS I FEEL LIKE CRAPPISH NOW> SO YEAH BA-I.

WHO'S READY FOR SCHOOL?

ARE YOU?;

COS I'M NOT! :D

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
>:B

Ho my gosh, I am like dying here. I feel like killing myslef rather than go back to school;
cos i haven't done ANY homework;
i'm addicted to sims3 so my life now revolves around it (pah! antisocial much?);
i only had two weeks of hols, unfair mucho?;
i'm not ready for school;


Sims3 seriously is not helping me. i want to stop, but i can't.
i TRIED, believe me, I TRIED, like now........... buttt i can't.
resist,.
the
tempation.
ciao!

Love;

"I am nothing special; of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has been enough."

-The words of Noah Taylor Calhoun-

Love is a mis-used word and now I know what love truly is. Read The Notebook and then you'll know. The movie and the book are both good. It is so sweet and touching, I dunno, it's heartwarming. It's both a tragedy and a love story. I want a Noah in my life too.



Right now, as I'm typing this, my parents are screaming at each others faces now in the kitchen. I'm pretty sure they don't have any love at all. I don't think they even know what LOVE is. It's all my dad's fault. He needs to stfu. I wonder if they know that it's painful listening to them argue. They obviously don't care at all.



Back to love, I think not everyone knows what it means. It is so mis-used. Young couples, OUR age, who always tell each other they love each other, when THEYDON'TEVENmean it. I dunno about you but even I mis-use the word. I guess, that makes me a hypocrite........ but thenn, ISN'T EVERYONE a hypocrite?

So, I'm getting pretty sick of people going ILOVEYOU <3 when they don't freaking mean it. ILY pisses me off even more cos it's stupid ILY? When someone first said it to me, i was like; w.t.f is that?????

2009..

i honestly cant be bothered to list down the stuff that happened this year but i'll give you the outline of my year.

1. CNY sucked.
2. i stopped swimming.
3. i became fatter.
4. i moved here, to hk.
5. i didn't take PMR, instead am at international school now which is honestly easier than school in malaysia.
6. i have been suffering here ever since.
7. my birthday sucked even more.
8. missed OKH (president's cup <---swimming comp.) , that sucks.
9. today, which is new years eve, wasnt THAT great.

Ok instead of complaining and all about me and problems and my lousy parents and how fml my life is, like a beetch;

1. Today, I bought my sexy oxfords (oxfords are shoes btw!) from H&M. YAY! and like other hawt stuff from H&M. The sale is ahmazing. I think shopping keeps me alive. I mean, like, i dunno, don't you love the feeling of buying something new? I feel like " hahah! LOOK AT ME I BOUGHT SOMETHING NEW! AHHAH! in your faces!'.
2. I LOVE THE NOTEBOOK. You know the nicholas sparks one? I just watched the movie, yeaahh i JUST watched it. AND I LOVE IT! I loveit so much! I cried my eyes out and i loved the movie so much i bought the book, like JUST NOW. YAY.
3. i have a new beanie! YAY! its black and white frm H&M!
4. I am getting a DSLR very soon. That's right, a CAMERA. FINALLY! Nikon or Canon though? I really honestly think Canon is better but i know loads of people who prefer Nikon.
5. i cant wait for summer hols- malaysia!
thats it. o dayum, thats sad! ahahahahahahahha.

anyways, happy new year people! my status on fb is sarcastic and all but whatever!
oh, dont watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 ; your eyes will bleed.
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Favourites of the YEAR :

Favourite movie of the year :- Harry Potter6, i just love cos it's harry potter, and i love it! or Transformers 2?

Favourite superhero movie of the year :- Does Sherlock Holmes count as a superhero? I think he does HAHA!

Favourite cartoon/animation movie of the year :- Disney/pixar failed at this one. ok, does avatar count as animation? cos i think it does. so AVATAR , for it's ahmazing animation and CGI.

Favourite TV show of the year :- Skins.

Favourite Awards Show of the year :- The AMA's (American Music Awards), still awesome, every single year :)

Favourite Disney Channel Original Movie :- Hatching Pete!

Favourite Shopping Mall :- still MIDVALLEY buttt TST's Harbour City, it's humongous.

Favourite Play/Musical/Drama : MAMMA MIA <3!!!!!!!!!!

Favourite Music Performance :-

Favourite Comedy :- The Hangover.

Favourite Romantic Comedy :- The Proposal.

Favourite Disney Channel show :- Sonny With a Chance.

Favourite Disney Channel star/actor/actress :- Selena Gomez. OR Demi Lovato.

Favourite Cartoon Network Cartoon :- Ben 10 ALIEN FORCE.

Favourite Nickelodeon Cartoon :- SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS.

Favourite Nickelodeon Show :- iCarly!

Favourite Singer :- Adam Young aka OWL CITY!

Favourite Band :- Owl City's a one-man band?hahaha.

Favourite Ice Cream Flavour from Baskin Robbins :- Cotton Candy!still ! haahaha; from haagen dazz : COFFFFEEEEEEEE YUMMMMMMM :D

IT'S THE END OF THE YEAR, ALREADY?!?!

HEYYYY SEXY PEOPLE. HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I'M happy that this year, 2009 is finally ending! BECAUSE it has sucked balls for me :]
Owhkay, anywayssss, here is last year's post about what i'm looking forward to and blablah? It's the edited version of it with notes by it ;]

Last year's; Notes;

"Here are a few lists about next year and my New Year's Resolution!!

What i am NOT looking forward to :

1. PMR!!! ; lol well too bad i didn't take it. hahah.
2. Morning SCHOOL! Am used to it already so yeah whatever, it's quite owhkay what.
3. New TEACHERS. New, SCARY teachers. They were okay, only some were scary but most of them were good.
4. OMG! Our class, 3A2 is all the way UP!! Holy cow, that's like on the fourth FLOOR! Ahhh, i hate the stairs! No comment on this because, up till this day, i still hate stairs :]
5. Seniors. Some of them are scary. lol they dont bother me so whatever!
6. Me MAYBE stopping swimming. Ok, so this DID happen................. so yeaaa thatt sucksss :/
7. How i haven't grown much. I'm still short! Grrrr. I'M TALLER THAN MY MOM :]
8. Not being able to wake up late in the mornings. Still having problems with that NOW HAHA.
9. Leo OR Interact? I still haven't picked. LEO MAN! wooo leo rawks :]
10. Morning session' s ELDS teacher, Pn. Sabina. Dang, she is SOO scary. She IS scary!

Hey, that's kinda short. And it's mostly about school. WOOOO!!! Not BAD, not bad.... :D



What i'm LOOKING forward too :

1. MAMMA MIA BABEY!!!!! Tomorrow! Can't wait! Highlight of my year :]
2. This Friday's outing, watching Bedtime Stories!! And shoppinggggg :)
3. Going ice skating, Sunway Lagoon, and fish spa with Rachael and cousins! I still haven't been to Sunway Lagoon :BB
4. Terminator 4!! was BAD! SO BAD!
5. Transformers 2!! Awesome shiat :D
6. Inkheart! Wanted to kill myself.
7. Harry Potter 6!! JHADSKASHI best HP movie! EVER.
8. CNY!! sucked balls for me too this year cos i didn't see the people i wanted to see :/
9. Shopping for CNY!!
10. I think we're having Lit Nite for ELDS. If we are, ooohhhh!!! It was bad overall but fun too, first and last lit nite for me :/
11. Ceriathon!!!Let's do haunted hse man! this did not happen, well if it did, i left already D:
12. My birthday? SUCKED COS I WAS HERE, IN HK.

Haha. Guess that's it. It's pretty much crap. But still? Hahahha.
more sucky things that good things.

MY New Year's RESOLUTIONS
1. I WILL not gamble during CNY. Why? Cos i'm unlucky. And i lose money. SO i intend to NOT gamble. (Sigh, that is sooo not gonna happen). /
2. DO less of each:- Watchin Tv- Using the comp for whatsoever reason- Wasting time- Downloading and listening to songs- Watching funny videos on YouTube.- Reading books that aren't my study-related!- SHOPPING!- Going out for outings!- Wasting my credit on my phone smsing everyone :) X failed at this.
3. I need to freaking grow taller! I want to be taller than Caroline AND Bue. X FAIL. FAIL FAIL.
4. GET straight As for PMR. (ain't gonna happen) X I didn't sit for it.....
5. Study more! Concentrate on schooL!!! (Yea rite) X and / i did concentrate more but i also didn't?
I can't really think of anymore stuff i'm suppose to do but am NOT going to do.

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Now for THIS year's LIST:

Stuff I'm not looking forward to :
1. School. For sure.
2. AYP expedition. as in my hikingthing?
3. My birthday :'(
4. CNY cos i'm gonna be ROTTING HERE!

WAHH so little! ahhahaaha, i guess i just CAN'T WAIT to end 2009.

Stuff I AM looking forward to :
1. MOVIES ;
- ECLIPSE (my fav book in the series and i actually LIKEno LOVE this book cos its actually GOOD?? and i hate twilight!:)
- HARRYPOTTERANDTHEDEATHLYHALLOWSPART1 (OMGOMGOMGGGGGGGG)
- IRONMAN2!!!!!

2. SUMMER HOLIDAYS COS MOI WILL BE BACK IN MALAYSHIAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

THATS ALL???????? D': That SUCKS.

My New Years RESOLUTION:
1. watchmoretvshows,spendmoretimeonthecomp, moreoutings, moremovies, more sleepovers :]
2. To not die here during CNY/ .
3. Study LESS :)
4. Not fail at life.

Wah, I'm so lifeless here/ in hk.

In love with MAXXIE.

He's a character from SKINS.



Mitch Hewer.



What a sexy nameeeeeeee :] Gawdd is he smokin' hot. He pwns Nattie aka Chase Crawford and Liam from 90210 and all the other guys who I think are hot.

o dayum. he's so innocent. i love his eyes and his hair and his boday and his voice. SIGHHHHS...

Too bad, he' gay.

:BBBB

pfft. on the show he is.

and he can dance and sing and act and he is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo-

Sherlock Holmes.

WAS GOOD! I mean, not awesome, yah? It was just really good. Entertaining, hilarious. AND i loved the story! It was well planned, and it had a twist and stuff. Robert Downey Jr was really good, and i gotta admit, for an old guy, he is GOOD looking, yah? & funny!

Oh and itwas cool, loads of action, that was cool. Though some parts, were scary. Like even scarier than stuff in FD4. It was the sound, it was really loud.

Themovie, kicks national treasure's butt and loads of rubbish movies.

P/s : Ever get that you think you know someone thing but actually you don't cos they just did something fked up to you?

Boy do I get that a lot.

P/P/S : I LOVE SKINS. AS in the tv show? I dunno, i love the way, in each episode, it focuses on each character and I just love the friggin show , yah? Not cos it's scandalous or dirty, yah. It's i dunno, it's just AWESOME.

NY ILY?

New York, I Love You ;

I don't get the freaking movie.

LIKE FO SERIOUS. I don't get what the movie is trying to say or portray. maybe it's too deep for me to understand, maybe it is, maybe it's not. SO this movie is -

Quote : " A collaboration of storytelling from some of today's most imaginative filmmakers and featuring an all-star cast. Together they create a kaleidoscope of the spontaneous, surprising, electrifying human connections that pump the city's heartbeat.

It's basically a bunch of vignettes in a movie, in other words, if you don't know what vignettes are, they're just basically a bunch of short RANDOM stories with no connection in a movie.

& that'swhat NYILY is. To ME, because i didn't get some of the stories/segments, i noe they're not suppose to be connected but, some of them was just WTF?, you noe. But it's the movie's fault, for mashing up the stories so badly, up till now, i have no friggin idea what half the stories were trying to portray. The only reason i went to watch the movie in the cinema was because of; Orlando Bloom, Bradley Cooper, Shia Labeouf. and Hayden Christansen. As you can see, in the movie poster, loads of like wellknown actors/actresses.

I guess this movie makes you think and is one of those "deep" movies". well screw THAT, movies like that aren't for me. but the directors fail at trying to make you feel ohh ny is awesome, ANYTHING can happen bla blahh. I mean, I know I'm not very brainy and all, but i'm not the only one who didn't get the movie , ya know?

P/s : avatar isn't all that awesome. i still have no idea, why everyone's like avatar's sooo awesomeeee, yah? Well it's not. Only the animation was awesome. NUFF SAID. Endof story.

gooding mornings!

I started watching this tv show called SKINS.

It's this British teen show frm BBC. but this show is diff than 90210 or Gossip Girl or any other show. It's gone where none of those like tv shows have gone; nudity, sex, drugs. It's just really open i guess. And like frm watching this show, brits are soooooooooo messed uppp. At least, the poor ones, dude, they are so SCREWED up. SOSOSO screwed. For some reason, it's addictive? I dont noe, i have the whole first season so whatever, i can jsut watch it whenever i want. Oh and there's this really hot guy, so that's why i still watch it. It's not awesome, it's just, idk, i have no word to describe this show.
Warning : This show contains explicit material such as swearing (a LOT), nudity, sex, drugs and all the bad things you could think of.



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Sleeping really late nowadays :/




anyways, AVATAR was good. Not awesome. The story was not awesome. The animation was awesome. & it was soooooo longg.




new moon was good cos of taylor lautner. dayum he is one fine boy. he is BANGABLE :D




oh its the hols for me now and i think i'm starting school the same day you guys start? on the 4th? oooooooooh, and i really miss you guys :B


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oh here are 5 reasons my parents gave me for not being able to go back during cny :

1. Your dad has no more leave. (bull)



2. No more tickets home. (BULL)



3. Even if there are, it's too expensive (cheaparse)



4. Me : "Why can't we all go home without dad?" Mom : I don't wanna go back. (MNASHAKHS)



5. It's too late to plan the trip. (YEAH RIGHT.)

5 reasons why I think I will rot and die here if I dont go back during CNY / why I wanna go back :

1. Hello? It's MALAYSIA, ANYTHING to go back home.



2. Relatives :] i might not like all of them but theyre my relatives so whatever! &friends :]



3. ANGPAU/hongpau!



4. I have no relatives here so the 2nd and 3rd reason would be- yeahh....



5. SSC dinner. yeah, see? now i cant even go FOR THAT!
   

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Oh and i'm so sorryyyyy, BUTT,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOY!

I'm sorry i didnt post it here on your birthday day itself. I just havent been blogging :/

Waahhh that's so pretty :D